1. How Everything Started

I began in a small circle of people who were working on creative projects together. We shared ideas, tools, and spent time building things side by side. In the beginning, everything felt collaborative and genuinely fun. There was excitement about the future, about what we could create, and about the potential of our projects.

I was contributing websites, music, development work, ideas, and long hours of effort. For a while, it felt like all of us were aligned toward something meaningful.

2. When the Atmosphere Shifted

Things slowly began shifting. The tone became sharper. The patience became thinner. Requests became demands. Expectations started piling on top of me — especially financially. I found myself paying for domains, tools, and resources while others contributed little.

It reached a point where the sense of teamwork felt lopsided. I was carrying weight I never agreed to carry alone. That imbalance started to open cracks.

3. The AI Website Conflict

A major turning point was when someone in the group replaced an official project website with code generated almost entirely through AI. I had already spent money and time building the previous version.

My issue was not that AI was used — I use AI myself. The problem was using it as a replacement for foundational work, especially for something representing a studio or team. I believed the website deserved intention and effort, not a quick one-click solution.

This disagreement became heated. Discussions about AI, responsibility, and skill turned into an argument filled with denial, ego, and sharp reactions. It stopped being about code and became about character.

4. The AI Detector Moment

I wrote my own HTML file — fully by hand — and provided it as an example of what I felt represented real effort. Instead of reading it, someone threw it into an AI essay detector — a tool not designed for code at all.

The detector flagged it incorrectly. This was used against me as “proof” that I hadn’t written it. It was one of the moments that made me realize I was no longer in a constructive environment.

When someone relies on a broken tool instead of listening or understanding, the conversation is already lost.

5. The Harassment and Alt Account Spiral

As tensions rose, one person in the group displayed increasingly hostile behavior: ego-driven messages, insults, and even a profile banner containing offensive imagery. After I blocked them, they returned repeatedly on multiple alternate accounts, each time escalating the tone.

When I responded calmly, they mocked me. When a friend made a harmless joke, they erupted. Blocking became the only option to stop the cycle.

Others in the group responded differently: one stepped away entirely and said they no longer wanted to be part of it. Another blocked me without discussion. Another became silent and unreachable, which worried me deeply.

6. The Mental Health Situation

Before the argument reached its peak, something much more serious had already happened. Someone in the group had started spiraling mentally. They sent disturbing messages, talked about harming themselves, and clearly needed support.

I was the only one telling them directly: “Never think of that. Don’t do that.”

At one point, they told me something that changed how I saw everything: they said the way the group treated them had made them think about suicide. Those were their words, not mine.

That moment made me step back and reevaluate everything. Intentions aside, the impact on that person was severe. I cared about them, and I didn’t want that cycle to repeat.

7. Outcome and Moving Forward

Eventually, the argument collapsed under the weight of ego, denial, and emotional exhaustion. Someone threatened to make a public “announcement” to “debunk” my experience, even though my experience is exactly that: my experience.

I realized I didn’t need to win the narrative. What I needed was distance.

I left to protect my sanity, my energy, and my creativity.

I’m not carrying bitterness with me — just the lesson.

I’m moving forward, focusing on my own work, my own projects, and my own future.

This chapter is closed. I wish everyone well, even if I needed to walk away.

8. The Crashout Stage (the domains)

Eventually, Alisdair & his friends started reporting my domains: axioform.com and axioform.co.uk.

I wasted around $60 on both of them, and they got terminated by Hostinger. The reason behind this was the messages, which is why theres a warning.

I have found a smarter way for axioform.space to exist, we are not using Hostinger. The domain registrar we are using actually validates their reports.

False reporting a domain is illegal, Alisdair.

Shock also claimed that I DDOSed their website, while I was in school. They used vercel. Vercel is dogshit. It is known for crashing Shock's discord banner was also a swastika, and his ego is massive.

im watching you

legally, the above sentence of "im watching you" is purely comical, and is not to be taken seriously in any way.